Today I will ask if I can go to the movies
with a boy I like. Today you will insist that
I go to planned parenthood, self medicate my need
to lose my virginity.
When I explain that I am not interested in sex
that it is just a movie with a friend,
you will quote Corinthians 6:18
"Flee from sexual immorality. Every sin a person commits
is outside the body, but the sexually immoral person sins
against his own body."
You will remind me about Eve.
When I mention that it seems like Adam actually broke
the rules you will call me blasphemous demand I get saved
Tomorrow you and your second wife once mistress
will watch porn until you orgasm, punish me for overhearing
remind me of my sinner ways.
At church you will force me to talk to the pastor.
I will tell him everything you believe I am
not brave enough to say.
I will ask, "Who are the sinners here?"
He will not answer. I do not question his bravery
but I make sure we have an understanding.
I smirk as the pastor's sermon speaks
of giving in to the flesh. Congratulate myself for
being his inspiration. Throw up in my mouth a little
when you and your mistress turned wife
Amen in harmony. Catch the pastor's eye mouth the word
while your former mistress catches the Holy Ghost.
In her holy dance, she makes the same sounds she makes during
orgasm. I wonder if her God approves of all the ways